Post by harlequin candlestine on Feb 21, 2008 16:04:02 GMT -5
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HARLEQUIN CANDLESTINE
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NAME’ Harlequin Christian Dior`Candlestine
AGE’ Eighteen
GRADE’ NA
MAJOR’ NA
MINOR’ NA
GENDER’Female
SEXUAL ORIENTATION’ Bisexual
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OVERALL APPEARANCE’
Harlequin is no beauty queen; she wouldn't run in a pageant even if she wanted to. She isn’t pretty like the models that you see on TV or even on the magazine but Harlequin is definitely a unique individual. When I mean unique I mean very different then most people that walk on this planet. When Harlequin was born into the world she came out with red hair, a very bright red. Harlequin inherited her hair coloring from her father and she hates him till this day for her hideous hair coloring. She hated her hair and nicknames, such as Carrottop and Rubylocks, that people would call her for having red hair. So when Harlequin turned sixteen she dyed her hair to jet black. Her mother wasn't please with her when she dyed her hair but it wasn’t like she could do much to make her change it. Harlequin hair is like a blank canvas so you never know what to expect when you see her the next time. Harlequin likes change and grows bored with her hair. Sometimes she will cut her hair very short and adds extensions to it. . She likes to be different and by changing her hair color she feels different. Her hair at this moment is all black and goes down to her mid-back in the back. The front of her hair doesn’t go past her shoulders. If you can describe Harlequin hair style you can say that it is an average scencester girl hairstyle with a big bang in the front usually swooping over one of her eyes with the rest just hanging down on her shoulders. Harlequin usually wears her hair down but there are rare occasions when she puts her hair up into a ponytail. Harlequin also likes to décor her hair with small bows, bandannas, and pretty barrettes. She sometimes adds blond extensions in her hair but that rarely happens.
Harlequin is very particularly about her hair. She likes it a certain way and is very picky on whom she lets touch her hair.When it comes to her hair Harlequin can be quite obsessive about it.Harlequin doesn't use cheap shampoo because it makes her hair all brittle at the ends. She also doesn't let her hair air dry because it looks dry. She always uses hair moisturizer to give her hair a nice shine and glow. A little harsh when you think about hair but your hair is the first thing people see when they see you. Harlequin doesn’t go to a beauty salon to get her hair done. She does her own hair and that is because she doesn’t like other people touching her hair. Harlequin has a very fair complexion. It is natural and not because she doesn’t spend too much time out in the sun. It is just the fact that she has always been pale. You probably will never see Harlequin without makeup on, she wears it all the time even when she sleeps. Harlequin usually wears her makeup dark and heavy. Harlequin usually decorates her eyes with thick amounts of black eyeliner and shadow. Her face is usually covered with white facial powder making her skin appear paler than it really is. The only place that she wears less makeup is on her lips. Harlequin just goes for a basic clear lip gloss for her lips. Because Harlequin wears so much makeup she has bad acne but you will never see it because she is always wearing makeup.The only time she isn’t wearing make up is when she is taking a shower or when she washes her face
Harlequin has an oval shape head. Sometimes she thinks that her forehead is too large so she places a lock of her hair in the front to distract people from looking at her head. Her nose she thinks is too thin. She got her nose from her father aslo, and this is the time when she wishes that she got her nose from her mother. When she was younger she went and got her nose pierced. After that she had to get it re-pierced because she lost her nose ring. Right now she has one but in a couple of weeks she might lose her ring and have to get it done again. In her nose she doesn't wear anything really flashy because she is already insecure about her nose but she wears a small stud in it. Her cheeks are round and puffy; she usually gets them pinch by her grandma. To her parents and her other relatives it makes her look cute but to her it makes her look fat. Sometimes she would stare into the mirror and suck her cheeks in to see if she looks better with smaller cheeks. Deep inside she knows that she is fine how she is but she just can't help but think that she isn't. Harlequin has a very thin set of lips. If there was one thing that she could change on her body is that she her lips are nearly invisible. That is why she tries to use that lip gloss that plumps your lips and it seems to be working just fine.She always applies lip palm on her lips to keep them from cracking. Lips that are cracking are simply not attractive. She doesn't like to think that her lips looking that way so she is always applying layers of it on her lips. On top of the palm she applies a light coat of lip gloss which causes her lip to have a light shine to them. When she is going out to the club or on a date she applies a thin line of black lip liner on the edge of her lips.
Now Harlequin has the beautiful set of eyes. Harlequin has blue eyes, or so she has been told that her eyes are blue. To tell the truth Harlequin doesn't really know the color of her eyes. Her eyes are cat shape and she likes to apply a lot of makeup around her eyes. Usually lining it with black and placing a color on her eyelid. She loves her eyes and wouldn’t change that about herself. Unfortunately you will probably never see her eyes since she has to wear glasses. Harlequin loves her glasses, they are black and thick framed but she only wears them for reading and sometimes when she takes pictures for her photoshoots. Harlequin was born with naturally thick eyebrows but what kind of girl likes thick mannish eyebrows. She plucks her eyebrows thin but many people don't know that because she never tells. Harlequin has very long eyelash, more due to the extensions to add to her length and thickness. If it wasn’t for that her eyes lashes would be thin. She hates how her eyes always seem close even when they are open. Harlequin is only five foot seven. She has always been tall though, even when she was in her primary school she was the tallest girl in the class. Back then people use to talk about her because of that. Now if they talk about her she just rolls her eyes and keeps on walking.. Harlequin is a very petite girl. Her body is mostly skin and bones. You can see her bones sticking out of her skin. She doesn't eat much, and that is because she is barely hungry. Many people think she has an eating disorder which is true.Many people don't know this about her but Harlequin has a mild condition of bulimia. She fears that she will get fat and tries to not eat that much and when she does eat a lot she ends throwing it all back up.
In society now it is so hard to try to keep up with the trends and that is all Harlequin is trying to do stay in trend. Skinny is in so she tries her best to stay skinny. Harlequin has a lot of problems with her body. There are many things that she looks in the mirror and picks on. One would be her hair, then her cheeks but just like every other girl. She thinks that many people would think that she is prettier if she was smaller and other things. Harlequin has many piercings, two snake bites, one nose ring, four in her ear, one in her belly button and the last one is three tongue piercings.When it comes to fashion Harlequin is your girl. Her style she thinks is very unique to her but she knows that it probably isn't. She doesn’t always have to have the latest in, but she usually does. When it comes to her clothes she wears whatever she likes. Her father is rich so she can get pretty much anything that she wants. She likes to buy Dona Karen, Gucci, but that isn’t everything that she wears. Harlequin likes to wear almost any color that you could name. There are many things that Harlequin dislikes about herself. One of those things is her appearance over all. She doesn’t think that she looks pretty. She hates the fact that her eyes always appeared to be closed. She hates when she gets pimples but who doesn’t. She hates it when she has to look at herself in mirror without her makeup on. Now Harlequin is a very vain girl, she doesn’t really feel secure if she doesn’t have her makeup on. She hates her height sometimes but at other times she doesn’t. She dislikes her eyelashes because they are too thin so she adds extensions to them. She also dislikes her cheeks because they seem to puffy for her. Her nose is not her favorite thing on her body either. She hates being fat, she obsesses over her weight so much that sometime she would skip meals and other things to keep her weight maintain.
PORTRAYED BY’ Brookelle McKenzie
MY MIND ISN’T A SAFE PLACE’[/size][/color]
LIKES’[/size][/font]
` her ex boyfriend Cable
` her job
` boys
` girls
` skiing
` taking pictures
`plastic jewelry
`patterns
`retro/vintage
`big sunglasses
`headbands,
`bandanas,
`myspace,
`indie bands,
`techno bands,
`pink,
`white,
`black,
`the word KTHXBAI,
`parties,
`tight jeans,
`white studded belts,
`black band hoodies,
`nerd glasses,
`50's sunglasses,
`thrift stores,
`ugly dolls
`skelanimals,
`heely’s,
`snake bites,
`septum ring,
`sex,
`cell phones,
`aim,
`sweet liqueurs, such as starbucks,
`venti iced starbucks caramel macchiato, one extra shot please,
`accents & lisps especially her own,
`the fact she was born in England,
`pirates,
`mini things,
`iPods,
`pixel Art,
`anime,
`close friends,
`snowboarding,
`ice cold beverages,
`tropical drinks,
`people that don’t take themselves seriously,
`blog comments,
`earl Grey Tea,
` red bull, coffee, ok…CAFFEINE,
DISLIKES’
`face book,
`posers,
`fake people,
`rape,
`haters,
`meat,
`animal cruelty,
`casual sex,
`her red hair,
`fucktards,
`homophobes,
`narrow-mindedness.,
`feeling bad about herself,
`being dependent,
`torture,
`thinking about the past,
`being silly when drunk,
`war,
`her drug addiction,
`jealousy,
`being abused by others ,
`bad grammar,
`looking, and being, weak,
`brussel sprouts,
`backstabbers,
`body odor,
`drama,
`cocky people,
`people who are way too serious,
`judgmental individuals,
`people who “judge a book by its cover”,
`insensitive people who have no right to be,
`womanizers,
`unthankfulness,
`people who brag about things they haven’t earned,
`people who swear to feel cooler,
`people who are lazy,
`people who think they are better than anybody,
`people who don’t forgive others and hold grudges,
`idolizing celebrities,
`idolatry of any kind,
`new iPods that make me feel like mine is inferior,
`waking up with the sun shining on my face,
`people touching my face in the morning,
`lying,
`people that won’t let you take their picture and stick to it,
`pick-up lines,
HOBBIES’
` beboing
` blogging
` msn
` myspace
` friendster
`hanging with her friends
`shopping
`clubbing
`photography
`computer graphics design
`animation design
`computer games
`computer programming
`image editing
`sight seeing
`skiing
`skateboarding
`snowboarding
SECRETS’
`thestorybehindherson;; Harlequin lied to her boyfriend telling him that her son was his when her son was really her adoptive brother's. She hasn't told anyone because it doesn't matter. She gave her son away.
`thesecretson;; She had a son at the age of sixteen whom she gave up for adoption. Her boyfriend Cable mother adopted their child and is raising him as her own. His name is Damian Brookshire.
`theaddict;; Harlequin used to be addicted to x, cocaine, and weed. She doesn't do it anymore but there isn't a day that she doesn't crave it.
`self mutilation;; Lately because Harlequin stopped using drugs she has resorted to mutilating herself. She burns, cuts, pulls her hair,hit and choke herself to get a rush. It makes her feel numb inside almost the same effects she gets from doing drugs.
PERSONALITY’
Throughout Harlequin’s life especially her teen years she has found herself to be judge by many people for what she is and how she acts.Many people have called Harlequin many names in her life such as bitch and whore. Harlequin knows that they only say those words to get underneath her skin and it does sometimes but she tries not to let it show. It doesn't really bother her much because she doesn't really care if someone likes her on not. She knows that in the end all she can be is herself and Harlequin doesn’t plan on changing herself. Harlequin doesn't strive to be someone best friend if they don't like her than that is their lost. She isn't going to cry because you don't like how she thinks or the clothes that she wears is too weird for you. It really isn't her problem because she is happy with the person she is now. Many people strive to be popular among their peers and that is where Harlequin can’t be added into this equation. Harlequin has no interest in being popular or being like by everyone. She feels that the people who inspire to become popular lose a part of themselves by not truly being themselves. They do the things that everyone expects them to do, and try to fit themselves in a role that is fit proper by society. Harlequin doesn't really see the point of popularity at all; it is all a big joke to her because years from now no one is going to care if you were captain of the volleyball team, or the hottest girl in the school. Everyone is going to be the same, just out there with problems that need to be solved, and that is why being popular isn’t that important to Harlequin. She hates when people try to assume that she wants to be popular but she really doesn’t.
If there is one thing to know about Harlequin that would be that she is a non-comformist. She stands up for what she believes in despite what anyone thinks.Harlequin doesn’t mind if her thoughts make her the outcast of the group.She does things for her and not to be accepted by society like most people her age does. She doesn’t give a shit about what other people think or want to pressure them to do.Harlequin doesn't like conformity because it assumes that another thoughts or views are better than what she can think of for herself. Harlequin has her own opinions and values and she can think for herself. Then again she understands people have their own opinions and values as well and she doesn’t force or ask them to change them. Harlequin knows that everyone is different and by asking someone to agree with her would be like asking someone to conform to her ideas. One thing that Harlequin dislikes when people tell her that what she is thinking is not what she is suppose to and that she should think like everybody else because that is what everyone else is doing. Harlequin doesn’t like that because she feels that people are trying to change her and she doesn’t find anything wrong with herself. Harlequin has a way off looking outside the box of what is meant to be followed and follows what she believes in. Many people might think that Harlequin is out seeking attention because of the things that she wears but that isn't true at all. Just because she likes to be different doesn't mean she wants to stand out of the crowd, she dress the way she dresses for herself and not for the interest of others. She knows that people won’t believe her so she tries to ignore people when they make comments to her about being a showoff.
Harlequin is actually very witty, thoughtful, intelligent, hard working, kind, and honest. That is if you get the chance to know her and look past her appearance and really look into her personality. Harlequin is a person who is mostly optimistic about her future. She doesn’t know how it will turn out but she doesn’t really care that much about it. She is a very fun person to be around and she isn’t afraid to laugh at herself every so often. She is very creative and likes to read many books, and writes her own poems, and even sometimes lyrics. She loves to paint because she loves to see the beauty of the world. Harlequin is a person who listens to music not for the sound but for a reason. One thing that Harlequin hates is the word hate, but in this case she will use it and she hates posers. If you pretend to be someone or something then you’re only trying to fit into conformity and that isn’t cool at all. Harlequin’s main thought in life is to be you and doesn’t worry about what other people think. Harlequin is a very nice girl contrary to what people thing and she can be one of the best friends a person can have, and she is fun to hang out with because she is always coming up with crazy unusual ideas. Harlequin is a very thrillseeking person. It is more like an addiction for her and she does things for the rush. Sometimes people think that’s he does it for the attention but that isn’t true at all. Harlequin craziest moment was at a high school football game when she flashed the team for winning. She has done many other crazy thing and most the things she has done was when she was either drunk or high. In Harlequin pass she had troubles with drugs but she had gotten over that. The urge to do the drug still lingers in her system but she tries to ignore them.
When it comes to relationship Harlequin isn’t really looking for anyone. The fact is that she is still in love with her ex boyfriend and she wants to get back with him. She can’t picture herself being with anyone else but she can’t be with him because he is still into the drugs and Harlequin is trying to change. She is afraid that if she gets back with him then she will be easily influenced to do the drugs again. Harlequin isn’t a person that sleeps with any random guy or does one night stands. It is just one of her many morals. She hasn’t had sex and is attempting to be abstinent until she gets back together with her ex boyfriend Cable. One day she wants to get married and have another family but not right now. Right now she wants to be young, party and enjoy her life. Harlequin lives with the regret of giving her son away but she knows that she couldn’t take care of it. Every time she thinks of her son she gets a bit depressed. Harlequin has these depression spells when she gets really sad and that is when she harms herself. She knows that it is bad but it is the only way to numb her feelings.
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